About gratitude

I love some random things and I was thinking about that then thought well...I should type those messy thoughts out. I have been trying to be more grateful about everything and keep a positive mindset there is a slim line between grateful and delusional sometimes when everything is up in flames but positive outlook is nice in my opinion, for example just recently when the car would not start properly (turns out something called the "skertera" or "skarbretera" broke explaining the oil puddle) I actually thanked god that at least it happened while parked and not the night before on the highway...wouldn't have been pretty. I actually see that as divine protection from god, cause he sees the whole picture yes it would be an inconvenience in the morning but at least I wouldn't have to stop on a highway in the middle of the night with no help... I just feel grateful about these things cause once I try to look at the bigger picture...I see god's direction and protection. I also feel grateful for those random texts or calls I get from my brother when he's shopping...long ago when we were both kids we agreed that I would be his "fashion advisor"...we were kids and it made sense back then; and now were both in our twenties and he still likes to ask for my opinion even if were miles and miles apart and he's my cheerleader also, he would ask how my day is so I would send him a selfie and he goes on about how much of an "amar" I am... he's a cutie patootie... yesterday for example he kept buzzing me but i was in surgery and when I finished we talked and he kept telling me about the new store he wanted to get clothes from...these moments make me feel alive and grateful...we both have seperate lives I mean we would never live in the same house again or so and soon we'll both have our own families but I pray that our bond stays... I am also grateful for those random things that Rawraw sends me to let me know that she's thinking about me...and most importantly FAMILY...although we can grow up to be different from our families but at the end of the day I feel that family is irreplaceable... I feel that gratitude is the best thing one can do of course there are more things that I am grateful for but yeah well...maybe later...