OSCEs and hugs

You know those people who are always nurturing and feel like they're the mom of the group...well I'm people in whatever setting I just can't help it the people with me in college always refer to me as the mom. It can be flattering...makes me feel good honestly and actually when I think about it yes I AM the mom...I always have whatever everyone needs in my purse and everyone comes to me for advice. However, soemtimes I feel that it would be nice to just find someone to run to when I need...I end up running to myself and I actually can comfort myself most of the time I take myself on a walk and let her watch Gilmore girls for the 100th time maybe... Other times I feel that I don't wanna even comfort myself I just want a hug, one of those hugs where neither one pulls away and I just stay like that for a few minutes melting away...no questions asked and nothing explained...just a long hug and maybe a piece of chococlate In gilmore girls, when Rory would always give lorelai advice and be there for her but other times Lorelai would just have to be there for Rory and play the mom card...I've always related to that except I don't really have a Lorelai... Thinking about it..I think I sometimes can get a little jelous of my brother (I wholeheartedly love him he's amazing) but he had a Lorelai somehow if you get my point.... Why I'm actually writing this or feeling this right now is because I have one of the most EXHILERATING exams after tomorrow called an OSCE and everytime before the exam I used to revise some points with my best friend thats no longer...you know... So this time its way more stressful and exhilerating than normal...and as a plus no one to check on me after the exam is done... I really feel exhausted and stressed...and I don't wanna baby anyone honestly...everytime I reach the clinics before an OSCE everyone runs to me so i can baby them a little and it's fine I really don't mind it at all but this time I REALLY don't know how to do it with no energy... I just need HUG and MATCHAAAA ugh I feel beyond drained... Wow...typing this made me so emotional so...peace out!