Kingella kingae

A little over 24 hours ago my computer died...and honestly I was surprised at my reaction I panicked of course cause my exams are a few days away and all my data is stored on that piece of metal...but I was weirdly calm in some sort, and I don't know why I was thiS calm...looking back I think I could've been less calm but apparently I looked stressed... I called Maha she said I could borrow her personal computer which was very nice...but the moment she opened the door for me she said "calm down don't panic" cause I looked panicky...I mean understandable I guess..? Still learning how tondo everything on Windows ...not used to it at all especially that the computer I'm using at the moment has thisntablet mode function which is more confusing but meh.... Now let's rewind a little the day my little computer passed was the day I pierced my ear by myself, so I was less angry by the time it happened but even though if nothing was bothering me I would feel some sort of anger...partially because someone else was the reason water literally bathed the whole thing...when I went to the place called "switch plus" the guy showed me the thing from the inside HELL it was FRIED And partially also because sometimes I feel that I don't wanna deal with anyone else's mistakes, or stupidity...I sometimes feel like I wanna share the burden with someone so that I don't sprain a muscle (if you know what I mean)... Anyways, this situation made me realise a lot about myself and the people around me...family mostly...Boony is a god send I just love her, she kept calling me checking up on everything cause she knows that I get stressed even if I try to hide it... Also right now I have to continue studying for tomorrow's exams...yes 2 exams !!!! I feel so burnt-out tho...I just wanna a hug and gummy bears lol Reminding myself again...everything will be ok in the end and if its not ok then its not the end... Peace out!